film premier

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So on the 17th of September i went to the movie premiere of the film Everybody talking about Jamie. If you know me and let face it, most of the people who read my blogs are friends of mine and you all know how much I love the show and if i could drag you to see the show I would at the first chance I get. so being invited to see the film at the Sheffield Premiere at the place where it all started.

It feels so strange that on February 8th 2017 I was queuing up for a ticke that cost £1 for the public dress, not knowing what I was going into, to then watching it that night to last night. Last night when I got home i cried because of how emotional happy I was to have seen something as beautiful as Everybody Talking about Jamie which started as a Sheffield show to a show for everyone over the years. Like I made the right decision in wearing waterproof mascara last night that how much i cried from how happy I was and how honoured that this little nobody was invited.

There was time espically at the after party where I did have to sit down not because my feet were killing (Even though they was by the end of the night) but because I was like WTF I am at after party at a fancy bar. I don't belong in here. However, somehow I did belong they I was invited there. Cause if you know my story of being neglacted, being bullied and been abonded so many times during my life and how the amount of stuff that meant to be good are ruined or false. 

At the end of the night I did somehow dance. I don't know why I thought of dancing cause I have two left feet so it wouldn't look pretty but I feel like I need at least do some dancing who cares how bad my dancing was. Right? but it was a lovely time overall. 

The film 1000000/5 stars. I was so overwhelmed by the talent there and I can't thank enough time for the invitation to it.